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Its quite a thing for me to do the dishes.
I sit there doing the chore nothing else to bother me and i sometime find myself
hypnotised by thoughts and thinking.
Sometimes i come up with crap that surprises even me.
Iv been thinking about DREAMS lattley and have come to the conclusios that these things are made up of actual truth and to be able to read a dream you can recal you have to be very honist with yourself, (wich i dought many ppl are)
I had one last night about pinching clothes from outside an op shop those that are nice and that i was very glad to have.
Then my husband pulled up to me in a car that had come from a repair place that was trying to do the wrong thing by him and we had to leave imediatly.
I was thankfull for the car fixed i was thankfull for the clothes i had but how it all came to be seamed wrong.
In reality we have only just gotten a car on the road and it took all my tax money i had bills to pay and i did not want to spend it on a stuped car even tho my husband desperatly needed it i needed to have the power and phone and rent paid. still we have the car not all bills where paid and then bad news came.
His Grandmother was told she was dieing and has only a few weeks at best we had no money and had to leve for a road trip strait away.
we have been back since and the bills have piled up again and we are sinking as usual.
We have very little the kids need clothes my husband needs clothes for work and i have nothing eather as usual ,,,,,, untill that is, we got given some help with money to get us through. again i could have paid bills but we went to the island and i visited a second hand shop found some shoes for my husband a skirt that i love and a couple of tops shorts for him stuff for the kids. and well a beer or two.
I think from this dream i can gather two things. Im still really pissed about the money thing and i feel pittifully guilty about buying that clothing even tho it was needed. not to meantion i got two pair of earings for the price of one and i new it!! was glad they looked like they where the one set! only 2 dollers but :P
highway robbery non the less. (thinks about the getaway in her dream)
And here we are again a new week without a dime and all i can think about is having cigaretts and a beer , i have a cold and i need new underwhere. someone should stop me befor i rob the salvation army again!!!!!!!!!!!!

My World And Yours!!!!

To be Iron mummy you need a case of beer cigarettes and a rubber mask.

Than you can concor your budget get the washing done and fix the poo mess on the floor left by a desperate 3 year old.

My World And Yours!!!!

Not that i want to bitch to much.... (ahheemm) but i dont think the average uperclass or high middle class family really gets the issues of little or no money.
They have a new Coles (Feed your family for under ten dollers) thing they have been promoting of late.
My issue with this is its a Far's!!!
Its not in any way for ten dollars. if you count all the things you have to buy to make a parsley crusted chicken schnitzel with sweet and sour cabbage.
Do they realise you will have to go out and buy the whole item and not just 125mls of Coles red wine vinegar? in the catalog its $0.75 for 125 mls of the stuff!! whos going to be able to get that amount of it? and the eggs......one egg.. thats works out to $0.14 . who the fork is going to buy one egg???
If you Truly want to get a dinner for under ten dollers get a scoop of chips at the fish and chip shop. hey or get 500g of mince one onion (yes you can just buy one onion) and a bag of spuds. Look if your lucky enough to have something in your pantry then thats no worries be imaginative. meat and pottato.
(sigh)
Iv decided that i may have to get some sort of work.
if i can find a place to put the baby get my licence learn how to drive again find my way around the cost and into town i could go to coles HQ and ask them if they need a hand re writting there ten doller meal thing.... erk.

My first comment is ....... "I do not like or even appreciate the health benefits of caned Tuna."
You cant lather it in creamy sauce or cram it in a sandwich to make it taste anything other then tinned fish.

Now my reason for eating it.
1. I can not afford good food.
2.I asked for help and beggars cant be choosers.
3.All tho there is some disagreement to it I'm sure i will grow up big and strong if i swallow.

Its simple really I'm a New Zealand citizen living in OZ and my red ruby slippers just arnt getting me home.
I am a mother to 2 adorable kids , both smart and good boys.
One of these was born here in Queensland.
My partner Who is Australian convinced me i needed to move to Queensland in order to better our lives and be able to see his Children again . (will get to that latter.)
Its just with no money to start a life and no real evidence of who you are here its allot harder then we.d expected.
The only work my Partner gets is casual, even if the employer is fully aware that he may work there forever its still five to seven days a week , they would rather call it casual. ergo my Partner gets sick or for some reason there is no work. we go without.
I Stay home and look after the 3 year old and make lunches in the morning for the 10 year old and clean wash and have panic attacks at home where its safe.